What are we after all without our memories... without our dreams? ~♥~ Nicholas Sparks ~

What are we after all without our memories... without our dreams? ~♥~ Nicholas Sparks ~

Myself is feeling down...one of those days when the the past hurts more then usual and the present isn't doing me no favors either...but hopes tomorrow will be better.Dreams will take me to where I wanna go .. Memories are killing me . But am matured enough to bare the pain and man enough to stand up . I slept more than half of a day . But am gonna be back on track  from now on. Let life flows .

I may not be the perfect 4 some people but I  m the best for those who deserve me--to him , I mean ... Going after someone  was not my preferred way. But I did it for the sake of my love. When I understood the bond between us was eternal , I continuously loved him. 

if you only knew how hard it was  to love you secretly...I did it . I was not scared to anyone , as I was full in love.

The more silently love is expressed, the more deeply it is bound to impress. :), So  , am gonna be love him forever and after . I do not care may rain or shine. It might be a one sided love . Who cares ? My heart is full of love , only for him and I know this love comes from the bottom of my heart. Let it be there , till I die or even after.

I love everybody. I love him to be with me, with my every breathe. Some I love to be around, some I love to avoid, and others I'd love to punch in the face.Ha ha h a.. I prefer to stay focused. I prefer to express everything face to face . Its my way. People who understood me , are still with me. 

I don't need to do things I'm not capable of to please others... I am the director of my life, the writer of my own story and the star of my reality. :)

the best love is accidental. You didn't go looking for it, it just happened...We were the victims of it. He might thinks another way . But for me , it happens once and it stays forever with in me. I am not gonna leave the love I had .. I will keep it with me ..LET TIME FLIES. .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .  .Let people change. Let the seasons pass. I am gonna stay at the same old place . Erasing him from my mind is super easy . But , getting him deleted from my heart is another damn story. No , I cannot do it.. For the sake of eternal love , I cannot do it.

  You know why he is really special  ? He could bring out the sweetness in me , no matter how inexpressive I was .

Perfect is not when compatible persons are together..its when you're both opposite but in that way you both "COMPLETE EACH OTHER"

understand my silence because there is a reason behind it.

The only things in life we ever regret are the chances we never took.

I love you forever and after .