If I will be "someone " one day , Its all because of him. He was the one who gave me the courage to walk on the difficult path . When I said no , he used to motivate me with just few words. This is not another story of love and care. This is a story about two human beings. Two bodies but one soul. I wanted to get a self motivation, before I start writing . Its been raining from early morning , I cannot breath with out thinking of him. He lives with in me. He fills me , when I feel empty. This might be a different story ..But if you believe in love ; if you believe in reincarnation ; If you believe in feelings ; If you believe in your own soul ; this is for you ....!! Utter truth of a passionate middle aged woman 's life , the way she discovers Manju Shree 's dead soul, ....................................!!!
When I first saw him in early March 2012 , the feeling I had was complicated. Lightning stroked . My heart was heavy . I was trying to read his eyes and after the class I understood , I ve been known to him for ages. The second day , he came to the class with his laptop bag . I was observing his every move. When I noticed his fingers , I felt like those fingers were running on my hair many times. Was it love at first sight ? Yeah, may be.
I asked him questions , to check weather he is a good listener , because the man I knew was the best listener in the whole universe. He locked his eyes on mine many times. I felt the flames of love . We shared texts , e mails and the bond became more and more strong. We both are married , but this bond was something very deep and beautiful .
“While I sleep, I dream of you, and when I wake, I long to hold you in my arms. If anything, our time apart has only made me more certain that I want to spend my nights by your side, and my days with your heart.Sometimes you have to be a part from people you love, but that doesn’t make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more." I wrote him. He never replied to me , not because he did not have feelings but he is a lazy dude to type . He is slow as a lill kid.
This is what he taught me . " Life was messy. Always had been and always would be and that was just the way it was, so why bother complaining? You either did something about it or you didn’t, and then you lived with the choice you made" Is nt it wonderful to be optimistic ? He has the courage and determination to go to the top . But he is dead inside. He has no time to think about it as he says. But I know the truth . He suffers a lot . , But prefers to keep everything with in because of the barriers ..
I finally understood what true love meant...True love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be...I used to stay away from him . Some times he answers my calls or sometimes he never picks up or rather replies. But I used to it. What ever it is , he is all mine till death and after.. I had the strong feeling and I believe in me. Love means everything to me . Every breath has a value and every moment gives love a different shape . When you felt your real love , you do not need to think about anyone else in the world. U felt it and you learn to live your whole life believing it. Its a logic. That logic applied to me too. He became the meaning of my life. It was very much boring and unhappy , earlier but today I have a hope to carry on . A hope to light a candle and pray to god , for him to be safe ..
He started out as just a face... then we were just friends... then he became my close friend and now he is my lover, my life, my every breath.I just want to cuddle up in his arms and fall asleep. Too bad he isnt here...i miss him so much !!!!!Love isn't about what that person looks like or what they can get you , its about how your heart feels, your eyes sparkle , your heart skips !He is the dream I keep having over the song that won't come out of my head, and when you stare me straight in the eyes it starts all over again !
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When I first saw him in early March 2012 , the feeling I had was complicated. Lightning stroked . My heart was heavy . I was trying to read his eyes and after the class I understood , I ve been known to him for ages. The second day , he came to the class with his laptop bag . I was observing his every move. When I noticed his fingers , I felt like those fingers were running on my hair many times. Was it love at first sight ? Yeah, may be.
I asked him questions , to check weather he is a good listener , because the man I knew was the best listener in the whole universe. He locked his eyes on mine many times. I felt the flames of love . We shared texts , e mails and the bond became more and more strong. We both are married , but this bond was something very deep and beautiful .
“While I sleep, I dream of you, and when I wake, I long to hold you in my arms. If anything, our time apart has only made me more certain that I want to spend my nights by your side, and my days with your heart.Sometimes you have to be a part from people you love, but that doesn’t make you love them any less. Sometimes you love them more." I wrote him. He never replied to me , not because he did not have feelings but he is a lazy dude to type . He is slow as a lill kid.
This is what he taught me . " Life was messy. Always had been and always would be and that was just the way it was, so why bother complaining? You either did something about it or you didn’t, and then you lived with the choice you made" Is nt it wonderful to be optimistic ? He has the courage and determination to go to the top . But he is dead inside. He has no time to think about it as he says. But I know the truth . He suffers a lot . , But prefers to keep everything with in because of the barriers ..
I finally understood what true love meant...True love meant that you care for another person's happiness more than your own, no matter how painful the choices you face might be...I used to stay away from him . Some times he answers my calls or sometimes he never picks up or rather replies. But I used to it. What ever it is , he is all mine till death and after.. I had the strong feeling and I believe in me. Love means everything to me . Every breath has a value and every moment gives love a different shape . When you felt your real love , you do not need to think about anyone else in the world. U felt it and you learn to live your whole life believing it. Its a logic. That logic applied to me too. He became the meaning of my life. It was very much boring and unhappy , earlier but today I have a hope to carry on . A hope to light a candle and pray to god , for him to be safe ..
He started out as just a face... then we were just friends... then he became my close friend and now he is my lover, my life, my every breath.I just want to cuddle up in his arms and fall asleep. Too bad he isnt here...i miss him so much !!!!!Love isn't about what that person looks like or what they can get you , its about how your heart feels, your eyes sparkle , your heart skips !He is the dream I keep having over the song that won't come out of my head, and when you stare me straight in the eyes it starts all over again !
she can hold his hand like I do , she can kiss him like I do , she can
hug you like I do , but she will never never love him like I do ! I ll guarantee it ..Because I was there for him many times in this life circle ... Remember that...I love you/ him till death and after.
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