Monday, October 29, 2012

My unborn daughter YASHODARA

Yasho , I was dreaming about you from ancient times. I wanted to have you as my 3rd child, but I knew I would not be able to conceive you from the man I married to . Then , u d be  the gift for me from him. From your father . He is the man in my dreams . He has been with me in every birth . I felt it the very first day ,I saw him. I wanted Yasho to be like him one day .

He taught her to smile : he taught her to cry : he guided her to be the most kind hearted girl among all her friends. When she was young , he taught her to find the right love for her. When she was sick , he never left her alone. He loved to  see her same as me. He loved the crazy woman in me but respected to every craziness equally. When we were making love , he wanted to love me not only physically , but mentally as well. It was more like a give and give moment. He was never hurt me , instead gave me a world of love. Yasho , came to my woomb as a result  , after spending loving hours with him.


Do I need to describe how my love was ? I only loved him. Till I met him , I did not have any idea of being in love. He gave me a world of love .. We were a happy family .. We had the chance to love each other equally. When Yasho found her man , her daddy invited him for dinner. We all sat together and had dinner . Daddy asked him 3 questions.

1. Do u love my girl ?
2. What do u do for living ?
3. Will u be our son too ?
His answers were truly good. He hugged him tight and I saw the tears in his eyes. I have the memories of many births.. Even after Yasho left us , she visited us frequently and daddy visited her frequently . Some times I cooked her favorite meal and send it through daddy.

Memories , dont leave me. Night n day gives me fuel to live my life with hope... I love him....I love you too Yasho. Will you come to mom this time too ? If you come , I will take the risk and give you birth... You decide with your father . Okaaaayyyyyy ? Lv u both !!!!!

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