Something happened early morning and I sit at the computer to upload it
to my blog , as it was so touchy and that moment took me back to you .. ,
seriously ;
Rahul is a lazy cub , when I wake him up in the morning , to go to school ,he asked me , "5 minutes more Ammi , plzzzzzzzzzzz..." and hugs me continuously. He knows its easy for him to convince me with few hugs and beautiful words , rather than fighting with Appuchcha. So this five minutes nearly take 20 minutes to wake him up . He wants me to remove his night pant , then I have to lift him up ,take him to the bathroom n I have to wait at the door till he finishes his work . I have no choice am just watching him brushing his teeth , showering and finally the way he comes out with water in his whole body. I just wrap around him with a towel and take him to put his uniform on . When he is in the bath room , I normally ask him , which underwear today ? (I bought him super man , CK ,Ben ten undies )
Its his right to choose what and me have the chance to select it and keep it on the bed.
Then he bear hugs me with water all over saying , you are hotter than a thermos Ammi.When I finished put on the clothes , he sleeps on bed till I put on the socks n shoes. Either he plays with something or hugging me or giving me a tickle time .Its normal .. he puts a lot of Ordicologne n walks down to wait till the van comes. I have to wear his favorite robe n wait with him on a sofa. Today , he was a bit different . He got Rs 100.00 from Appuchcha to buy breakfast , as we got up a bit late n was running out of time , could not make him his breakfast. He was planning to buy 2 samosa , 2 rolls and a piece of cake . I was surprised and asked him , can you eat all alone malla ?
" No Ammi , I have few friends who brings rice every day with pol sambol , am taking them to the canteen as well. "
" Am so proud of you honey .. you r exactly like your Appuchcha .. too good .. I am sure the person above will treat you well " then he looked at me on eyes and held my face with both his hands .kissed me on lips .. and said .."Ammi , I believe in give and take . you are a donor of love , I wanna be the same , but I expect nothing in return . Everybody around us love u n me both , why ? we give them love ..People are too busy to say thank you or sorry .. but you do all with all your heart .. I am following you Ammi. I know you are gonna cry now .."
By that time tears were over flowing from my eyes ..I tried to hide , but he had the knowledge to understand me .You know why I cried ?
Remember the night we kissed each other in the car ? I held your face exactly the same way ... that memory kills me .. I was crying and I wanted to hear his voice before he goes to school . I rang to his teacher's mobile and asked him . He is all grown up , asked me ' you wanted to hear me , hm?" I said "yes honey , I miss you so much , you left me with hundreds of unspoken words.. Shall I come to school to pick you up , with Appuchcha ? "
"Ammi , go and watch the movie with Appuchchi , I ll come home and then lets talk okay ?? remember , you r the best mom ever .. !!! "
"okay , okay.okay.. love you manika ..say you love me too.. pls ..I wanna hear it "I said ..
"R u mad Ammi.no way , bye , budu saranai. "
See... how he is growing up with my thoughts and feelings ?????????????? I do not think I can work today , my head is so painful.. But am so proud , he has all of me ..all blacks n whites.. more or less.. in exactly the same portions..
Rahul is a lazy cub , when I wake him up in the morning , to go to school ,he asked me , "5 minutes more Ammi , plzzzzzzzzzzz..." and hugs me continuously. He knows its easy for him to convince me with few hugs and beautiful words , rather than fighting with Appuchcha. So this five minutes nearly take 20 minutes to wake him up . He wants me to remove his night pant , then I have to lift him up ,take him to the bathroom n I have to wait at the door till he finishes his work . I have no choice am just watching him brushing his teeth , showering and finally the way he comes out with water in his whole body. I just wrap around him with a towel and take him to put his uniform on . When he is in the bath room , I normally ask him , which underwear today ? (I bought him super man , CK ,Ben ten undies )
Its his right to choose what and me have the chance to select it and keep it on the bed.
Then he bear hugs me with water all over saying , you are hotter than a thermos Ammi.When I finished put on the clothes , he sleeps on bed till I put on the socks n shoes. Either he plays with something or hugging me or giving me a tickle time .Its normal .. he puts a lot of Ordicologne n walks down to wait till the van comes. I have to wear his favorite robe n wait with him on a sofa. Today , he was a bit different . He got Rs 100.00 from Appuchcha to buy breakfast , as we got up a bit late n was running out of time , could not make him his breakfast. He was planning to buy 2 samosa , 2 rolls and a piece of cake . I was surprised and asked him , can you eat all alone malla ?
" No Ammi , I have few friends who brings rice every day with pol sambol , am taking them to the canteen as well. "
" Am so proud of you honey .. you r exactly like your Appuchcha .. too good .. I am sure the person above will treat you well " then he looked at me on eyes and held my face with both his hands .kissed me on lips .. and said .."Ammi , I believe in give and take . you are a donor of love , I wanna be the same , but I expect nothing in return . Everybody around us love u n me both , why ? we give them love ..People are too busy to say thank you or sorry .. but you do all with all your heart .. I am following you Ammi. I know you are gonna cry now .."
By that time tears were over flowing from my eyes ..I tried to hide , but he had the knowledge to understand me .You know why I cried ?
Remember the night we kissed each other in the car ? I held your face exactly the same way ... that memory kills me .. I was crying and I wanted to hear his voice before he goes to school . I rang to his teacher's mobile and asked him . He is all grown up , asked me ' you wanted to hear me , hm?" I said "yes honey , I miss you so much , you left me with hundreds of unspoken words.. Shall I come to school to pick you up , with Appuchcha ? "
"Ammi , go and watch the movie with Appuchchi , I ll come home and then lets talk okay ?? remember , you r the best mom ever .. !!! "
"okay , okay.okay.. love you manika ..say you love me too.. pls ..I wanna hear it "I said ..
"R u mad Ammi.no way , bye , budu saranai. "
See... how he is growing up with my thoughts and feelings ?????????????? I do not think I can work today , my head is so painful.. But am so proud , he has all of me ..all blacks n whites.. more or less.. in exactly the same portions..
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